Life is Random.

I haven't updated in forever. That is because I have been busy slash awkward.

In the past month my family has 1) Found out my grandpa had cancer. 2) Moved him out of a nursing home and into my parents' home. 3) Tried to celebrate Thanksgiving while my grandpa was too sick to even notice. 4) Watched my grandpa die. 5) Had a funeral. 6) Dealt with awkward family drama. 7) I went back to Tulsa. (sad) 8) Basically got laid off....well, I found out on Friday that I was going to be at the end of this month. I didn't want to wait, so on Sunday I moved back to live with my parents for a while. Lol. That's crazy fast for a move, trust me. But I was going to move back home anyway, so the process just got sped up a little. :)

Yeah.

My life is basically insane. But with all of that I have learned a lot. 1) Life is too precious to spend it away from the people you love the most. 2) I don't know what I want to do with my life. 3) I need a break. 4) I like home.

I have also been given the rare opportunity to take some time off. I don't know how long, maybe short, maybe long. And what's even greater is that I get to prepare for the holidays with my family.

Sometimes, life looks like it kinda sucks, but everything about it feels oddly "right". I'm praying that in this time I can continue to grow and who knows where this path will lead me. :)

Oh, and if you live close to me now and you didn't before: we definitely need to hang out sometime. I miss you.